July 27, 2023 – Venus is conjunct Black Moon Lilith. Also the Sun is opposing Pluto, squaring the Nodes.
Psst, hey Lilith… I am here but do not feel capable of maintaining my side of this convo regarding the day Venus went retrograde, with you in your black moon aspect at her side. The song right now playing on Pandora is the one we chanted at the Jill Purce Ancestry Healing weekend, the Guru Rinpoche Mantra. This must mean something, can I open to the message it is showing me? Oh, Goddess guide me. I let the words flow through me, remembering the energy of that weekend. I invoke the healing sent through to the families during those rituals to send through my family, to heal the heavy energy flowing through and around us.
Okay, I take a deep breath and I am ready to go back to the retrograde point. You were there to stand with Venus as she began her RE-phase; RE-Value, RE-Asses, RE-New, RE- View, RE-focus, RE – Connect, RE – Adjust, RE-Balance, RE- Lease. Neptune and Pluto were connected, their heavier energy linked to your rebellious, stand-firm frequency. The deep ocean of emotions and the hidden realms of the depths of our souls rocked as you took the energy of Venus stationing retrograde and blasted deep into what has been hidden away in their realms. That is what this journey is going to be about after all, the releasing of the children of Cronus that he swallowed and buried inside of him – to keep them from usurping his power one day. They are hidden gifts and it is time for them to come forth.
zOkay, I take a deep breath and I am ready to go back to the retrograde point. You were there to stand with Venus as she began her RE-phase; RE-Value, RE-Asses, RE-New, RE- View, RE-focus, RE – Connect, RE – Adjust, RE-Balance, RE- Lease. Neptune and Pluto were connected, their heavier energy linked to your rebellious, stand-firm frequency. The deep ocean of emotions and the hidden realms of the depths of our souls rocked as you took the energy of Venus stationing retrograde and blasted deep into what has been hidden away in their realms. That is what this journey is going to be about after all, the releasing of the children of Cronus that he swallowed and buried inside of him – to keep them from usurping his power one day. They are hidden gifts and it is time for them to come forth.
You who would not lie beneath Adam, you who were chased out of Inanna’s Huluppu tree, you of the demonized nature, assist me in recognizing my inner strength; assist me in reclaiming these gifts that I might share them from my authentic center. Ah, Lilith, I honor you and thank you for the gifts you bestowed on me and the insights that you shared.
You showed me that night that I was to learn to bridge the lower self to the higher self. Out beyond the stars is the Me that is becoming, I am to recognize that I am the master of my choices and the artist of my future. Dynamic change is coming and I need to recognize that I am a very powerful being of intention. It is time to go into the cellular memory and connect with the elements.
It is time to sense the hidden treasures within which are accessible but guarded by the feminine wisdom. It is time to instinctively do whatever it takes to ward off all that would try to separate me from my true self. It is time to enter the hidden passages whose secrets have been lost over time. It mentions finding a safe and beautiful place in the sea of one’s emotions and the finding of hidden magic leading to the uplifting and supporting of others by introducing them to whole new realms of experience.
I am to prepare myself to emerge from the creative cocoon after the retrograde by examining my motivations and actions and making sure that my commitments are in alignment with my intentions. I am to only say yes to the things I know will bring me closer to fulfilling my dreams.
I randomly chose the fire letter. I rolled the dice and added up the numbers to get the Fire Letter number – this time #33 – Yod Chet Vav. It is a perfect vehicle to assist my journey on this retrograde phase of the Venus cycle. It will help identify negative features and dark sides of myself. It exposes selfish and negative forces that still operate within and will accelerate the process of self-discovery. Yod Chet Vav will help raise hidden things to the surface.
Written 11/2/23